my baby daddy

i never thought that being a parent would have so many ups and downs. oh well, no pressure. i opt to live one day at a time. Ryan's dad is still in denial. i don't know why, but i hope he stays there- in denial. i was told to let the world teach him how to take responsibility. i comfort myself that one day he will come rolling on the ground and on his knees to see him. i don't know what to say or do when that time comes...i hope for the best though