being a parent

there is nothing wrong with being a parent in the teens, my son, ryan makes my day. i go him at 19.it was the mostexciting experioence of my life. i kind of wonder why girls opt to procure an abortion,children are a blessing, even though they come with responsibilities. i live for my boy. i love my son and that's what matters. where is his daddy?in hell for all i care. how does he live with himself?disappearing knowing that somewhere he has a child and not caring the least to come and see him!makes me hate men!!!